Archive for August, 2007

Stories for Strangers

August 30, 2007

“Alright now, smile.”

The man pushed up his glasses and opened his eyes as wide as possible. Wrinkles had surfaced years ago and it was all he could do to appear young again. He put on a dry grin, with no teeth showing, and stood as straight as possible. He’d done this countless times throughout his life, taking pictures on countless trips and settings. This was routine.

The flash went off.

Lowering the digital camera from her face, she looked at the LCD screen and looked at the image. Her husband looked just as charming as when they first met, though it was clear that he was starting to get old. His hair was still light brown, but speckled with patches of gray, though it was difficult to distinguish in the dying light of the dusk. He still looked overweight, with a slight belly showing through the green polo shirt he was wearing. The Falls behind him rushed gloriously. “A good picture”, she thought.

They were just taking a look around Niagara Falls, off to visit their relatives at St. Catharines. They did this every month. It was always a nice trip, driving out and leaving Michigan behind, if only for a weekend. It was only during this trip that they made the impulse decision to take a look at the Falls from the Canadian side. Now here they were, leaning against a railing, and looking at the giant display of water before them.

“It’s my turn now.”

Her husband nodded, and they traded places. They could have taken a picture together, but her husband decided that since they could come anytime, they could just take another picture on another day since they were so close. Besides, he rationalized in the car earlier, we don’t have to bother the people beside us.

She was the one standing beside the railing now, with the Falls behind her. As she brushed her hair behind her ears, she realized that she was getting old too. There were patches of gray hair where there only used to be single strands, and she was starting to get wrinkles too. She sighed, and then put on as big and wide of a smile as possible. She winced as the flash went off. As her husband slowly lowered the camera, she felt a slight twinge of regret. They were childless by choice, but not because of health problems or career aspirations. They just agreed that they never really wanted to raise children in the first place, and that was that. Right now though, having someone else in the picture with her would have been nice. Something inside her did stir once in a blue moon whenever she saw other couples holding a baby, but for the most part she was comfortable with just her Tom. “And besides,” she thought, “I can play with Jane’s daughter when we get to St. Catharine’s.”

“Here, take a look.”

They both crowded around the camera to review the pictures of their trip. They stayed for a bit longer, soaking in the majestic view before them one more time, then left, effortlessly blending into a sea of faces.

it’s on now

August 21, 2007

Life’s hurtling at an increasingly unsteady and quickening pace towards… something. It’s only this term that I’ve truly acted upon the realization that life is short and transient, and that we should make the best use of our time. I’ve put my time to good use over the past week, holding myself accountable to goals I’ve set long ago but never accomplished.

There’ll always be someone else who can shuffle papers/put the fries into the deep fryer/rub you for money. Why should it be me? Why should I keep myself miserable to quicker reach being miserable for others? And if I make a few mistakes along the way… meh!

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

I’m smelling the roses baby.